purpose

i just wanted to make the purpose of writin in this clear. i figure i need to write somewhere how i feel about things, since i physically can't say. not because it's the super cool thing to do or because i want attention, both of which i've seen done countless times before. i admit i did the super cool blog thing before just to look cool, i didn't have a real reason like i do now. i'm sorry if this post was a waste. i just wanted to make it clear, i'm not bein immature by havin a web log.